Five;

Hi BOOBOO, if you're reading this on my blog means I finally managed to post it on my blog with my snail of an internet connection. But anyway, do you know what day today is? YES! You've got that right, it's our FIFTH MONTH! And ohyeah, we've come a long, long, LONG way since our first day and I'm so so proud of us and where we are in our relationship now. :)

I wanna make this blog post extra long, since we agreed not to give gifts this month, but I feel so weird and guilty, and I'm not sure if you got me anything or not. Damn, if you did, I'll feel so bad! But yeah, until now, I still remember how we began and it can bring me to tears. Yesyes, I know I'm super crybaby, but I just can't help it. You should know how much I love you right? We've been through a lot baby, and we're still so strong now. And I'm just so jealous of us lah. :p

Sometimes, when I'm alone, I will sit and think of all our firsts, like the first time we held hands, our first hug, our first kiss, and thinking about all that now is getting me a little bit teary. :') I mean, those are memories I'll hold on to forever and I'll never forget. And ofcourse, there're the other "firsts" if you know what I mean, and they're part of what made us how we are now. And I don't regret anything actually.

Sweetie, you've been such a wonderful boyfriend throughout these five months. I know the journey hasn't been easy for us and we've faced a ton of obstacles and difficulties which could've tore us apart, but we didn't let those little things stop us and we kept fighting for this relationship, and I'm just really grateful that you're the guy I'm fighting for. Through all our ups and downs, you've never once given up on us. And yeah, I know you've been trying so hard to overcome certain things and I can see the effort and I try my best not to take it for granted because I know you wouldn't change unless you really love me.

Baby, you are so many things in a guy that any girl would yearn to have, but yet, I have you, and I just can't be more thankful. There's just so much good in you that you don't see in yourself, but I do. You're an amazing amazing guy, boo. You're smart, adorable, charming, sweet and sensitive. You're so humble when it comes to the things you're good at. The way you care about other people never ceases to amaze me. How you put the people you care about before you, is just so admirable. I love how you make me feel so accepted by accepting my insecurities and you've really made me more confident. You're like my best friend, my boyfriend and my brother all wrapped up in one. And yeah, you might say, "I have plenty of flaws.", but honestly, who doesn't? But trust me when I say you are more than perfect to me. :)

Okay, I hope by the time you read this sentence, you'll be crying, but I highly doubt so. :p anyway, I just wanna finish this off by saying that I love you just the way you are boo and I wouldn't trade you for all the money in the world. You mean so much to me I just can't describe in words. And there are just so many spectacular things I could say about you, but I think that would take me a millenium. :p kay, I think I'm done here. Before I go, HAPPY FIFTH MONTH! AGAIN! :D I love you cutiepie! <3

Echoes;

That is my own work. I know it's hardly GOOD, but it's better than before. For this, I had to climb chair and stand in an awkward angle to shoot.

Reply to Wen;

I really have NO idea how to deal with this blog. I'm sure you're filled to the brim with inspirations by now. So yeah. I'm super indecisive, you know me. So THANKS FOR TAKING CARE OF THIS BLOG! :D Help contribute ideas peeps. Ciaos!

I'm gonna go shoot flowers now. Will be back with more inspiring perspiration and etc. Byeee. :)

New game, new rules, we aren't dead yet...

Should we change this blog into a more like a sharing information blog?

Like a fashion blog?

Celebrity gossip blog?

Food blog?

Experience blog?

Book blog?

Movie blog?
Or all in one??

Blogs where we recommend stuff instead of posting about ourselves.

Because we already have one blog where we post about our lives, emotions and so on, plainly about ourselves.

Posting the same details on another blog is a cmoplete waste of time.

so, should we??

reply me sistahs if you wanna revive this blog.

Rejection;

This is just a short update. To my sisters, PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE try and keep this thing alive. It's starting to die already. :)

Been through harsh rejection this whole week. By teachers I mean. Blah. Don't even wanna talk about it. So byeeee.

Planting kisses;

Hey peeps! First time posting here! Glad to reintroduce our lllooovvveee to the world once again. xD Anyways, I wanna thank my babes for putting up this little surprise for my birthday! :) I know it took time and hard work to do this little thing. I truly appreciate every single moment of it! And thank you OH-SO-MUCH for Audrey's birthday post. And yes, it documented our history of friendship. Come to think of it, we did came a long way, so did our friednship. Me, Audrey and Xin Wen parted after standard six. For two years, we met ONLY on holidays and still not every single one of them. It's pure luck and destiny that we get to school at the same place after all that. And being reunited once again! It was a gosh darn perfect birthday. And all I wish is that it will be forever that way, in two years, five or ten. :D This is a sign.. a sign telling me that there ARE friendships that could last for life. :)

'xo

Killed the cake;

HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY CARMEYLEON!

If my blogger had that font enlarging thing, I'd use it. But I don't. So sorry! Anyways, you're a year older now honaaaay. I hope you enjoyed your birthday. Oh, and also the "cake" and the present! I took a really looooong time to decide. You know me. :D I LOVE YOU BABEH!

Oh, and to make Xin Wen's predictions for the death of this blog to be super untrue, I'll do my best to update it constantly about school and etc. I will make sure this blog SURVIVES! :D

I don't know to private this or not, since I'm might be writing some personal things in here which are NOT suitable for public knowledge, so we'll see. Anyways, I'll stop here for now. Ciaos! :D

Will it last?

I can't believe Auddy made a new blog!
Now we need to cremate our old 1.
Don't know how long this will last.
Why don't we all make a bet?
I bet we will hardly post in it after 2 months.
I hope I do not win! xD