I wanna make this blog post extra long, since we agreed not to give gifts this month, but I feel so weird and guilty, and I'm not sure if you got me anything or not. Damn, if you did, I'll feel so bad! But yeah, until now, I still remember how we began and it can bring me to tears. Yesyes, I know I'm super crybaby, but I just can't help it. You should know how much I love you right? We've been through a lot baby, and we're still so strong now. And I'm just so jealous of us lah. :p
Sometimes, when I'm alone, I will sit and think of all our firsts, like the first time we held hands, our first hug, our first kiss, and thinking about all that now is getting me a little bit teary. :') I mean, those are memories I'll hold on to forever and I'll never forget. And ofcourse, there're the other "firsts" if you know what I mean, and they're part of what made us how we are now. And I don't regret anything actually.
Sweetie, you've been such a wonderful boyfriend throughout these five months. I know the journey hasn't been easy for us and we've faced a ton of obstacles and difficulties which could've tore us apart, but we didn't let those little things stop us and we kept fighting for this relationship, and I'm just really grateful that you're the guy I'm fighting for. Through all our ups and downs, you've never once given up on us. And yeah, I know you've been trying so hard to overcome certain things and I can see the effort and I try my best not to take it for granted because I know you wouldn't change unless you really love me.
Baby, you are so many things in a guy that any girl would yearn to have, but yet, I have you, and I just can't be more thankful. There's just so much good in you that you don't see in yourself, but I do. You're an amazing amazing guy, boo. You're smart, adorable, charming, sweet and sensitive. You're so humble when it comes to the things you're good at. The way you care about other people never ceases to amaze me. How you put the people you care about before you, is just so admirable. I love how you make me feel so accepted by accepting my insecurities and you've really made me more confident. You're like my best friend, my boyfriend and my brother all wrapped up in one. And yeah, you might say, "I have plenty of flaws.", but honestly, who doesn't? But trust me when I say you are more than perfect to me. :)
Okay, I hope by the time you read this sentence, you'll be crying, but I highly doubt so. :p anyway, I just wanna finish this off by saying that I love you just the way you are boo and I wouldn't trade you for all the money in the world. You mean so much to me I just can't describe in words. And there are just so many spectacular things I could say about you, but I think that would take me a millenium. :p kay, I think I'm done here. Before I go, HAPPY FIFTH MONTH! AGAIN! :D I love you cutiepie! <3
